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Asra Szarvas
Injured beyond repair,
I know nothing besides this:
I must resist.


BASIC

NAME: Asra Szarvas
CANON: Baldur's Gate 3
AGE: Unknown
DOB: Unknown
GENDER: Male
SPECIES: Elf/Drow
ACTIVE: PSL, Memes

PLAYER: K
PLURK: [plurk.com profile] givemedragons
APPEARANCE

VISUAL: Here and here
HEIGHT: 5'10"
BUILD: Lean but strong. He can't fully remember what honed his body, but he has terrible dreams.
HAIR: Black
EYES: Black
FEATURES:
DRESS: Well-tailored robes in rich, simple colors.
VOICE: Smooth, quiet
STATS

CLASS: Wizard
WEAPONS: Staff
STYLE: Abjuration
STRENGTH: 10
DEXTERITY: 15
CONSTITUTION: 14
INTELLIGENCE: 18
WISDOM: 14
CHARISMA: 13
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CHARACTER

ORIGIN: Dark Urge; I can play him as either leaning into his urges or resisting them.
TAKEN: Variable - any point Acts 1-3; I'll avoid spoilers as best I can on reqeust
OCCUPATION: Itinerant adventurer
VIRTUES: Intelligent, cunning, generally loyal
VICES: Excess, violence, cruelty
SHIPS: Canon: Astarion, possibly Gale; open to others!
Other: open to cross-canon and AUs; generally prefer m/m but that's not a hard rule
PROFICIENCIES
LANGUAGE: Abyssal, Celestial, Common, Elvish, Undercommon
TOOLS: Forgery Kit, Thieves' Tools
WEAPONS: Crossbow, Dagger, Longbow, Quarterstaff, Rapier
ARMOR: Light
ARCANA: +8
DECEPTION: +5
INSIGHT: +5
INVESTIGATION: +8
DETAILS

WARNING: Asra is built with the dark urge origin: when he wakes on the mindflayer ship, he doesn't remember much. His tags may feature violent acts, thoughts, or memories. Mindreaders may be able to pry their way in past significant resistance, but he could be convinced to let them in to search for information.

TRAITS: I always want to know how things work and what makes people tick.

I must know the answer to every secret. No door remains unopened in my presence.

I never accept that I’m out of my depth.
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IDEALS: Aspiration. I work hard to be the best there is at my craft.

Knowledge. The path to power is through knowledge.

Independence. When people follow orders blindly, they embrace a kind of tyranny.

No Limits. Nothing should fetter the infinite possibility inherent in all existence.
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FLAWS: Unlocking an ancient mystery is worth the price of a civilization.

I know the ends always justify the means and am quick to make sacrifices to attain my goals.

By my words and actions, I often bring shame to my family.
PERMISSIONS

BACKTAGGING:
THREADHOPPING:
FOURTHWALLING:
ROMANCE:
MINDREADING: see warnings
MANIPULATION:
INJURY:
FIGHTING:
KILLING: let's talk
feel free to contact for details




Baldur's Gate
we are our choices




BACKGROUND

My rancid blood whispers to me: kill, kill, and kill again. My ruined body yearns to reap death in this world, and when this foul Urge calls, it possesses my whole being. Injured beyond repair, I know nothing besides this: I must resist the Dark Urge lest it consume my mind. I must discover who I was and what happened to me, before my twitching knife-hand writes a tragedy in blood.



WORLD STATE: RESISTING (SPOILERS)

Last chance to turn back! There will be spoilers for most of Balder's Gate III in here. I'll keep it to a minimum. The Dark Urge background has a handful of options tied to the world state. This is my default version of Asra: the Dark Urge trying to retake his life while learning about his past. This is the "good" playthrough in which he occasionally slips but tries to free himself from what he was. Below are some of the major decisions made in this version.

Act One
Emerald Grove
- Recruited all major companions (Shadowheart, Lae'zel, Astarion, Gale, Withers, Wyll, Scratch)
- Sympathized with tiefling refugees.
- Allowed Astarion to bite him. Defended his presence when other party members got weirded out.
- Had run-in with Auntie Ethel. No deal, killed her.
- Investigated Kagha, exposed connection to Shadow Druids. Killed Kagha in the ensuing fight.
- Reluctantly fed Gale artifacts. Was not happy about it.
- Murdered Alfira. Admits to the camp he doesn't remember doing it. Only partially lying.
- Rescued Halsin, saved Volo, slaughtered all goblins and leaders.
- Rescued owlbear cub.
- At the celebration, spent the night with Astarion.

Underdark
- Cleared out the Duegars by the lake.
- Set dark gnomes free.
- Turned the mercenaries against Nere in Grymforge; delivered Nere's head to myconids.
- Allowed Omeluum to attempt to understand tadpole.
- Explored Selunite Temple and Arcane Tower.

Githyanki Creche
- Let Lae'zel attempt the cure. Watched for one round, until other companions got concerned. Urged her to break out.
- Defeated Inquisitor Ch’r’ai W’wargaz.
- Did not kill guardian.

Act 2
- Helped He-Who-Was (then killed him).
- Resisted urge to kill Isobel.
- Saved tiefling and gnome prisoners from Moonrise Towers.
- Reunited Oliver and Thaniel.
- Completed Gunatlet of Shar, persuaded demon to kill his followers and himself.
- Shadowheart spared Nightsong.
- Recruited Jaheria and headed into the mind flayer colony.
- Refused to let Gale go nuclear.
- Defeated Ketheric Thorm.
- Resisted urge to kill Astarion. Spent the night tied up with him watching over Asra.

Act 3
In Progress
- Helped the Emperor subdue Prince Orpheus.
- Made tentative alliance with Gortash against Orin.




WORLD STATE: GIVING IN (SPOILERS)

I'm still working on this playthrough, this will be an option in the near future.



ABILITIES

Asra is an abjuration wizard. Abilities include:

- Arcane Ward
  • Once per long rest, when you cast an abjuration spell of 1st level or higher, you can create a magical ward on yourself that lasts until you finish a long rest. The ward has 28 max HP, and takes damage instead of you until it reaches 0 HP. Whenever you cast an abjuration spell of 1st level or higher, the ward regains HP equal to twice the level of the spell.

  • - Projected Ward
  • When a creature that you can see within 30 ft. of you takes damage, you can use your reaction to cause your Arcane Ward to absorb that damage. If this damage reduces the ward to 0 hit points, the warded creature takes any remaining damage.

  • - Arcane Recovery
    - Spellbook (Coming soon)



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    Unless otherwise stated, assume everything under "faves" and "yes" cover both giving and receiving. If it's not listed here, it's probably up for discussion - but discussion is the key word there. Asra's background lends him to some pretty dark possibilities and I'm happy to work that out with anyone who's interested. Several notes are along the lines of "if he's receiving, this will border on dub/non-con" - I'm absolutely into playing that, just be aware.

    ★ hover for details when you see a star ★

    FAVES YES MAYBE OOC LIMIT
    ♡ anal sex
    begging ★
    ♡ bloodplay
    ♡ body worship
    bondage ★
    ♡ breath play
    ♡ edging
    ♡ hate sex
    ♡ knife play
    ♡ magic
    ♡ orgasm control/denial
    ♡ rough sex
    ♡ sexual exhaustion
    ✓ blindfolds
    ✓ biting
    ✓ chastity
    ✓ clothed sex
    ✓ cockwarming
    ✓ corruption
    degradation ★
    ✓ deep throating
    ✓ dirty talk
    ✓ discipline
    ✓ dubcon
    ✓ exhibitionism
    ✓ face fucking
    ✓ fingering/fingers-in-mouth
    ✓ frotting
    ✓ hair pulling
    masochism ★
    ✓ monsters/monstrous forms
    ✓ multiple orgasms
    ✓ multiple partners
    ✓ multiple penetration
    ✓ objectification
    ✓ oral sex
    restraints ★
    ✓ sadism
    ✓ sex toys/strap-ons
    ✓ suspension
    ✓ shibari
    ✓ violence
    ✓ voyeurism
    ◌ animal transformation
    ◌ body fluids
    breeding ★
    humiliation ★
    ◌ impact play
    medical play ★
    ◌ mind control
    noncon ★
    oviposition★
    ◌ possessiveness/jealousy
    ◌ praise
    ◌ sensory deprivation
    ◌ somnophilia
    ◌ substance use
    torture ★
    ✗ bathroom kinks
    ✗ body swapping
    ✗ characters under 18
    ✗ infantalism
    ✗ prolapse

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